I found this book in English on Amazon as it was recommended to me to read before I went on pilgrimage and I am so glad I read it! Mr. Khadem's life is such an inspiration as told by his wife and children plus at the end of the book is a few of Mr. Khadem's essays on Baha'u'llah, the significance of Mount Carmel and many others. I highly recommend this book. I had a hard time not crying as I read the many moving stories about how the Khadem family sacrificed for the Faith. Definitely a must-read!